but for the same reason. i forgot being your friend, means knowing things.. like people you like. people, not me. but as i said before, i value the friendship, and i know that when people like each other it normally fades away, and when it fades away so do the people from each other, and i dont ever want that to happen. so this convinces me, that im doing the right thing for the long run not telling you.
but as for the time being,
it just kills me inside.