sofia omg that is the most devastating thing you could have said!!! NOOO MAAAAMM you are not allowed to think like that! I hate to be chicken soup for the teenaged soul or your mom here but dude do you even realize what chance you’ve been given!!! shit if i actually found the balls in me to even apply to paris and then GOT IN i’d be shitting bricks all the way from my mail box to france!!! if you let this chance slip your grip just cause of a shitty week (or month, or year, or whatever) of stress that could totalllly be alleviated w complete possibility, you’d never be able to forgive ursellllff!!! or at least i couldn’t…. sofiaaaa believe in yourself gurl you got in!!! fuck all the paperwork this weekend and then live big in paris that’s all i gotta sayyyy!!